29 December 2004

This year's christmas has being a black christmas for southeast asia especially indonesia, sri lanka, thailand and other place. People killed and injured in this large earthquake which also result in tsunami. This effect of earhquake is measured to 9 in magnitude and effect of 100 million of atomic bomb. This is a great disaster recorded in history. Why should there be any disasters, war and diseases that will wipe out our loved one. Why don't all humans die at the same time and at least we can die with our loved one.................It is painful to see ur loved one die in front of you.

26/12/04

Merry Christmas Day and Happy Boxing Day. This week is a week i basically slack. I realise that my emotion rule over me rather than my thinking. I dare not to love nor hate. This 2 emotions lead me to hopeless and sadness. Many hopes does not mean you have motivation but it lead you to hopeless and endless path.

I dare not hate nor love

Loneliness is my friend.....

Hopes lead to hopeless

Fate is my enemy....

19 December 2004

This past few days, i have being thinking about what are the things and people surrounding me. I felt the hatred and sadness surrounding me. I hate this things. Most of the people around are sad and hate me. The vengance in their eyes can show the threat to me. I hate the world and hope the world will be a better place to live with love and not hate........
In addition, i have choose to give up the love for her and forget her. But still have to face her in sp........

Life will find a way


I shall not subject myself to the fate and the world...

14 December 2004

School reopen yesterday. Sian half as i just finish attratchment and now school again......

I realise something in my life. What actually pushes life are dreams, love and music.
Mainly, i think for me is music. A song with touching and meaningful lyrics can allow me to be emotional. In addition, i am very emotional guy. I hope to be happy and not sad nor isolated in my life.

08 December 2004

Today went out to eat lunch with jei heng from 03. Went to lau pat sau to eat fish been hoon. Sian tml still got test and i haven study yet. Siao lah, i am so slack sia.... After the lunch, went to know some friends of jei heng. Folllowing up, went to yishun to have dinner with friends......

I dream i can run like the wind and be strong

and my heart just want to give in

I dream i can be the hero as in me

I dream

I dream.......

I dream by Taufik Batisah(Singapore Idol)

This I promise You

Ohh ohh...
When the visions around you,Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength,I'll give you hope,Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call,Was standing here all along..
And I will takeYou in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you
I've loved you forever,In lifetimes before
And I promise you never...Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart (give you my heart)
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow,Forever has now begun...J
ust close your eyes (close your eyes)
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you..
This I promise you..

Over and over I fall (over and over I fall)
When I hear you call
Without you in my life baby
I just wouldn't be living at all...

And I will take (I will take you in my arms)
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong (right where you belong)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you baby
Just close your eyes
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Every word I say is true
This I promise you

Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Ooh, I promise you...

My Dreams

My ambitions in life are as follow:

Fighter Pilot

Music Rocker

Entrepreneur

My wanting list for christmas:

A new mp3 player

A new Watch

Last is she can accept me