tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-63330052009-02-21T12:25:48.588+08:00Aloysius Tan that is my name. Nothing much to introduce to u all as u know me through life and fate. Feel free to read my blog and know more about me. Comment my blogspot with the tagboard provided..... Aloysiushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16597334906969870895noreply@blogger.comBlogger91125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6333005.post-1113901688593127762005-04-19T16:57:00.000+08:002005-04-19T17:08:08.593+08:00

Finally finish exam liao. It is very long time since i never blog. I now at attachement at Institute of Chemical and Engineering Science in Jurong island. I am doing bio-fuel research program. It is quite a slack period of time. Each of us has a cabinet and a computer to work with. It like working in office and we still have teabreak. It is a very fun experience and i really begin to suit this

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It has being a long time since i blog already. I was caught up in my studies, emotions and ncc. I just came back from the camp in northland and it was quite a fun one. I really began to pick the fun of being a cadet lieutenant in ncc again. I hope i serve it well. This week is a stress week with 3 test and furthermore i have eye infection. I cannot see clearly and cannot concentrate in the class.

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Name:AloysiusAge:UnknownPlace of birth: Death Valley

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It has being a long time that i have not write anything. My computer down and internet cannot access. Many thing happen during this long duration in my life. I learn how to take things not that seriously, learn the joy of life and experience the pain that a one-sided love can give. Furthermore, i learn how to roller-blade, learn how to socialise with friends. What is most important, i learn

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Life have being tough for me and everyone. My only hope is to spent my time with her and study together.......But she has to accept me first and i really like you. Please give me a chance. Lunar New Year is coming soon, i too busy with quizes, reports and work...... I dunt have time to buy my stuff. Only stuff i bought are 3 polo t-shirt, long sleeve t-shirt and a shirt. Friday, i bought Jay

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30 days to madness. I am going to be a emotionless and no humanarity guy in 30 days. A human with no laughter, happiness and smile. The only source of fuel is hatred and anger. My path is chosen to be the ..........

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Happy new year! Yesterday, went to siew herng birthday at seol garden and have fun. Eat and joke along....... Then to far east plaza to drink vodka and talk..... I feel the feelings for her grow even stronger. I miss her day by day for almost 3 months. I really love u. Please give me a chance to prove it to u..... New year's Resolution 1) Study well and maintain my results 2) Sail smoothly

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This year's christmas has being a black christmas for southeast asia especially indonesia, sri lanka, thailand and other place. People killed and injured in this large earthquake which also result in tsunami. This effect of earhquake is measured to 9 in magnitude and effect of 100 million of atomic bomb. This is a great disaster recorded in history. Why should there be any disasters, war and

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Merry Christmas Day and Happy Boxing Day. This week is a week i basically slack. I realise that my emotion rule over me rather than my thinking. I dare not to love nor hate. This 2 emotions lead me to hopeless and sadness. Many hopes does not mean you have motivation but it lead you to hopeless and endless path. I dare not hate nor love Loneliness is my friend..... Hopes lead to hopeless Fate

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This past few days, i have being thinking about what are the things and people surrounding me. I felt the hatred and sadness surrounding me. I hate this things. Most of the people around are sad and hate me. The vengance in their eyes can show the threat to me. I hate the world and hope the world will be a better place to live with love and not hate........ In addition, i have choose to give up

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School reopen yesterday. Sian half as i just finish attratchment and now school again...... I realise something in my life. What actually pushes life are dreams, love and music. Mainly, i think for me is music. A song with touching and meaningful lyrics can allow me to be emotional. In addition, i am very emotional guy. I hope to be happy and not sad nor isolated in my life.

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Today went out to eat lunch with jei heng from 03. Went to lau pat sau to eat fish been hoon. Sian tml still got test and i haven study yet. Siao lah, i am so slack sia.... After the lunch, went to know some friends of jei heng. Folllowing up, went to yishun to have dinner with friends...... I dream i can run like the wind and be strong and my heart just want to give in I dream i can be the

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Ohh ohh... When the visions around you,Bring tears to your eyes And all that surround you,Are secrets and lies I'll be your strength,I'll give you hope,Keeping your faith when it's gone The one you should call,Was standing here all along.. And I will takeYou in my arms And hold you right where you belong Till the day my life is through This I promise you This I promise you I've loved you forever,

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My ambitions in life are as follow: Fighter Pilot Music Rocker Entrepreneur My wanting list for christmas: A new mp3 player A new Watch Last is she can accept me

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I notice a change in me. What i am now is moulded by fate and the environment. My character into a cocky and problematic person. This is all fated. I care about her and she give me cold shoulder. What u want from me. I am oversenstive and jealous. So what! I dunt care now. Why my fate and my life turn up to be like this? I hate my life and dunt bother to care about anybody. Just know that i

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As i feel that my emotions are quite unstable most of the times. Therefore, this is the blog i will kept my feelings and emotions. The address is http://silence-love.blogspot.com/.

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This few days, spend most of time playing Fifa 2005 football game. I play as a manager and i build my own team and my reputations as a successful manager in the market. I learn how to manage a team from its morale, facilities, finance, training shedules and many more..... Yesterday, went to orchard to have dinner with my relatives. We went to a chinese restuarant to have our dinner. Sian they

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Finally finished my examinations. Yesterday paper was difficult. Nevermind, just forget about it and think ahead. I am too tired to study and pursuit my studies liao. I need a good rest from studies. I need someone who care about me. Guess no one care about me. I wish to sail through calm ocean to in search what is called freedom and true love that i think it exist in this world. Sacrifice

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Now having bird's nest for supper. My mum made this specially for me as i having coughing for about 3 months. Last paper tml. Cp5008 Heat transfer and equipment. After examinations, is the time to speak and call her. I hope she will forgive me. I really no intention to hurt u but hope u are happy and dunt avoid me. I am thinking about u every night and miss ur smile and face. U are my source of

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Today process instrumentation exam was quite difficult. Counting down to 2 more days exam finish and i can settle the problems between her and me. Hope i can sucessful gain back the trust of her. I promise i will cherish u even better and hope u forgive me..... i do cherish u • for the rest of my life • u dont have to think twice •• i will love u still • from the depths of my soul • its beyond

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It is about 23 days that i have not speak to u. I really wish to speak to u and spent my time together with u. But i am avoid u and u are avoiding me in school. I hope that i can face u directly in school and tell u how important u are to me in my heart. I do cherish u. Please forgive me. Here without u is painful I miss u Really wish to spent all my time with u regardless of anything.... The

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A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face A thousand lights had made me colder andI don’t think I can look at this the sameBut all the miles had separate They disappeared now when I’m dreaming of your face I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time I’m here without you baby but your

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Things are getting from bad to worse. I cannot concentrate myself to study and i have no motivation and strength to study as setbacks come in and destory me. Why are they haunting me and i very tired liao. What i ever i try, it fail. Is this what i deserve and i give in and get this things. These retributions and setbacks are here to destory me and obstruct my life to a dead end. In adddition

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Love can have many meaning. In my opinion, love is complicated and amazing. True love is hard to find especially u like someone, she dont like u. What is the point of loving someone who will not like u. To me, whan i see my loved one happy and i will feel happy. I may be emotion unstable but i still know best that i really like u and not playing with ur feelings. I love u maybe is a easy sentence

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The Fluid mechanics test is hard and some i forget and completely dont know how to do. I think i am never study well for that. Examinations coming but my emotion still unstable. I still miss her and i think probably 4 days never talk to her and look at her directly. She trying to avoid and i trying to act cool and think nothing happen. I may seem to be like this but every relationship or

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