tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-63330052011-04-22T08:50:27.262+08:00Aloysius Tan that is my name. Nothing much to introduce to u all as u know me through life and fate. Feel free to read my blog and know more about me. Comment my blogspot with the tagboard provided..... Aloysiushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16597334906969870895noreply@blogger.comBlogger911100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6333005.post-1113901688593127762005-04-19T16:57:00.000+08:002005-04-19T17:08:08.593+08:00

Finally finish exam liao. It is very long time since i never blog. I now at attachement at Institute of Chemical and Engineering Science in Jurong island. I am doing bio-fuel research program. It is quite a slack period of time. Each of us has a cabinet and a computer to work with. It like working in office and we still have teabreak. It is a very fun experience and i really begin to suit this

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It has being a long time since i blog already. I was caught up in my studies, emotions and ncc. I just came back from the camp in northland and it was quite a fun one. I really began to pick the fun of being a cadet lieutenant in ncc again. I hope i serve it well. This week is a stress week with 3 test and furthermore i have eye infection. I cannot see clearly and cannot concentrate in the class.

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Name:AloysiusAge:UnknownPlace of birth: Death Valley

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It has being a long time that i have not write anything. My computer down and internet cannot access. Many thing happen during this long duration in my life. I learn how to take things not that seriously, learn the joy of life and experience the pain that a one-sided love can give. Furthermore, i learn how to roller-blade, learn how to socialise with friends. What is most important, i learn

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Life have being tough for me and everyone. My only hope is to spent my time with her and study together.......But she has to accept me first and i really like you. Please give me a chance. Lunar New Year is coming soon, i too busy with quizes, reports and work...... I dunt have time to buy my stuff. Only stuff i bought are 3 polo t-shirt, long sleeve t-shirt and a shirt. Friday, i bought Jay

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30 days to madness. I am going to be a emotionless and no humanarity guy in 30 days. A human with no laughter, happiness and smile. The only source of fuel is hatred and anger. My path is chosen to be the ..........

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Happy new year! Yesterday, went to siew herng birthday at seol garden and have fun. Eat and joke along....... Then to far east plaza to drink vodka and talk..... I feel the feelings for her grow even stronger. I miss her day by day for almost 3 months. I really love u. Please give me a chance to prove it to u..... New year's Resolution 1) Study well and maintain my results 2) Sail smoothly

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This year's christmas has being a black christmas for southeast asia especially indonesia, sri lanka, thailand and other place. People killed and injured in this large earthquake which also result in tsunami. This effect of earhquake is measured to 9 in magnitude and effect of 100 million of atomic bomb. This is a great disaster recorded in history. Why should there be any disasters, war and

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Merry Christmas Day and Happy Boxing Day. This week is a week i basically slack. I realise that my emotion rule over me rather than my thinking. I dare not to love nor hate. This 2 emotions lead me to hopeless and sadness. Many hopes does not mean you have motivation but it lead you to hopeless and endless path. I dare not hate nor love Loneliness is my friend..... Hopes lead to hopeless Fate

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This past few days, i have being thinking about what are the things and people surrounding me. I felt the hatred and sadness surrounding me. I hate this things. Most of the people around are sad and hate me. The vengance in their eyes can show the threat to me. I hate the world and hope the world will be a better place to live with love and not hate........ In addition, i have choose to give up

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School reopen yesterday. Sian half as i just finish attratchment and now school again...... I realise something in my life. What actually pushes life are dreams, love and music. Mainly, i think for me is music. A song with touching and meaningful lyrics can allow me to be emotional. In addition, i am very emotional guy. I hope to be happy and not sad nor isolated in my life.

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Today went out to eat lunch with jei heng from 03. Went to lau pat sau to eat fish been hoon. Sian tml still got test and i haven study yet. Siao lah, i am so slack sia.... After the lunch, went to know some friends of jei heng. Folllowing up, went to yishun to have dinner with friends...... I dream i can run like the wind and be strong and my heart just want to give in I dream i can be the

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Ohh ohh... When the visions around you,Bring tears to your eyes And all that surround you,Are secrets and lies I'll be your strength,I'll give you hope,Keeping your faith when it's gone The one you should call,Was standing here all along.. And I will takeYou in my arms And hold you right where you belong Till the day my life is through This I promise you This I promise you I've loved you forever,

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My ambitions in life are as follow: Fighter Pilot Music Rocker Entrepreneur My wanting list for christmas: A new mp3 player A new Watch Last is she can accept me

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I notice a change in me. What i am now is moulded by fate and the environment. My character into a cocky and problematic person. This is all fated. I care about her and she give me cold shoulder. What u want from me. I am oversenstive and jealous. So what! I dunt care now. Why my fate and my life turn up to be like this? I hate my life and dunt bother to care about anybody. Just know that i

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As i feel that my emotions are quite unstable most of the times. Therefore, this is the blog i will kept my feelings and emotions. The address is http://silence-love.blogspot.com/.

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This few days, spend most of time playing Fifa 2005 football game. I play as a manager and i build my own team and my reputations as a successful manager in the market. I learn how to manage a team from its morale, facilities, finance, training shedules and many more..... Yesterday, went to orchard to have dinner with my relatives. We went to a chinese restuarant to have our dinner. Sian they

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Finally finished my examinations. Yesterday paper was difficult. Nevermind, just forget about it and think ahead. I am too tired to study and pursuit my studies liao. I need a good rest from studies. I need someone who care about me. Guess no one care about me. I wish to sail through calm ocean to in search what is called freedom and true love that i think it exist in this world. Sacrifice

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Now having bird's nest for supper. My mum made this specially for me as i having coughing for about 3 months. Last paper tml. Cp5008 Heat transfer and equipment. After examinations, is the time to speak and call her. I hope she will forgive me. I really no intention to hurt u but hope u are happy and dunt avoid me. I am thinking about u every night and miss ur smile and face. U are my source of

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Today process instrumentation exam was quite difficult. Counting down to 2 more days exam finish and i can settle the problems between her and me. Hope i can sucessful gain back the trust of her. I promise i will cherish u even better and hope u forgive me..... i do cherish u • for the rest of my life • u dont have to think twice •• i will love u still • from the depths of my soul • its beyond

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It is about 23 days that i have not speak to u. I really wish to speak to u and spent my time together with u. But i am avoid u and u are avoiding me in school. I hope that i can face u directly in school and tell u how important u are to me in my heart. I do cherish u. Please forgive me. Here without u is painful I miss u Really wish to spent all my time with u regardless of anything.... The

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A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face A thousand lights had made me colder andI don’t think I can look at this the sameBut all the miles had separate They disappeared now when I’m dreaming of your face I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time I’m here without you baby but your

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Things are getting from bad to worse. I cannot concentrate myself to study and i have no motivation and strength to study as setbacks come in and destory me. Why are they haunting me and i very tired liao. What i ever i try, it fail. Is this what i deserve and i give in and get this things. These retributions and setbacks are here to destory me and obstruct my life to a dead end. In adddition

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Love can have many meaning. In my opinion, love is complicated and amazing. True love is hard to find especially u like someone, she dont like u. What is the point of loving someone who will not like u. To me, whan i see my loved one happy and i will feel happy. I may be emotion unstable but i still know best that i really like u and not playing with ur feelings. I love u maybe is a easy sentence

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The Fluid mechanics test is hard and some i forget and completely dont know how to do. I think i am never study well for that. Examinations coming but my emotion still unstable. I still miss her and i think probably 4 days never talk to her and look at her directly. She trying to avoid and i trying to act cool and think nothing happen. I may seem to be like this but every relationship or

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I have being slacking and lose my concentration in myself. She is trying to avoid me and i am trying to play the same way. I maybe too impatience to tell her how i feel and she may feel so blur. Sorry once again, i hurt u deeply. But i have hurt myself more deeply by missing her and regreting what i have done. It is a another knot in my heart again. Love and relationship are so complicated

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15 more days to examinations. I need to switch my self-destruct mode to self-motivated mode. Last week, i have encountered many setbacks as friends and classmates condemn me, quarrel with parents, fight with brother, old spine injuries and could notconcentrate in both basketball and studies. I did something wrong on the Bbq night and regret it and i regret treating my classmates badly last time.

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Is all finished! I am finished and left with nothing but piles of debris and wounds all over myself. I lose all my things include my health, mind, emotion and many friends. This is what it meant a human revolution has failed. I am a failure of the revolution or the experiment. I deserve it and i have to accept i lose everything. Since it happened in this way, god just take my life away and dunt

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I devote nad sell my whole life to human revolution. My depression and friends hating me, turn me into a monster without feelings and thinkings. All i know is power and absolute power of a monster to destruct and bring pain to myself and people. Here come the pain and i am the Game. I am no longer what i am but a monster with hatred virus in my body. Mutation and revolution bring a step

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Days and weeks are getting more and more tiring and more sickening. I am too tired and sick of life. Why god give me a life. I hope he did not give me a life in the begining. What pushes life to carry on without any motivation and setbacks keep coming back. They are haunting me. Even worse that all my friends do not even give a damn about me as they think i am a freak. Yes i agree i am a freaky

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You're a Vampire. Vampires were the creatures ofthe night that were believed to live off ofhuman blood. Count Dracula, being the mostfamous vampire, set the stereotype. They haddark hair and pale skin from being away fromthe sunlight. If they actually existed, it'svery possible they had the skin disease thatmade you allergic to the sun so whenever thesunlight would hit it, it would hurt likecrazy

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Second term of my first semester of year 2 begin yesterday. It is beginning of a stress lifestyle again with lots of reports to be handed in and test and exams coming soon. Stress sia…. Yesterday, my intake ic call me for incoming course…Combat engineering camp, Exercise wallaby in New Zealand, Ncc-SAF camp, CLT course and Brunei jungle training course… All crash my attachment except my dream

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I'm not a perfect person There's many things I wish I didn't do But I continue learning I never meant to do those things to you And so I have to say before I go That I just want you to know I've found a reason for me To change who I used to be A reason to start over new And the reason is you I'm sorry that I hurt you It's something I must live with everyday And all the pain I put

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Just come back from specialists course phase 3. I got the feedback by the cadets that i am unpredictable and always mood swing. People and friends that know me, u all will not understand me at all cause i am damn freaky guy. Not even my parents and brother know me well. I know myself well and know what wrong with me. I know i am not insane but i am what i am. I now know myself damn right. I love

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Tomorrow going to specialists course in amoy quee camp. I hold a post of Platoon commander (PC) of platoon wing 2. This is the first specialist course, i go down and i shall put in all my effort. Spec course, here i come..........Today is my last day of the term, finally can take a break from poly........ After lesson, went to Northland R.O.D parade. Surprisely, i also receive a service plug from

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Yesterday, after the test in singapore polytechnic went to take the promotion form and went to eat in long john silver. Then call mum to drove me to see doctor because i have fever, flu and cough. Then go back home to take medicine and take a rest and woke up at 4.50pm. Took a shower and wear the formal clothings. Call my dad to drove to mrt to meet my friends. Reach occ at 6 plus. I am still

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I got so may projects in and out. Now still down with flu and headache. Idiot sia. I am damn weak sia...... The work load build up each day. Test and examinations coming soon. In addition, i am damn pissed off with the society. This society is so ungraceful and full with craps. People are only care about themselves and inconsiderate. Human beings are damn selfish animals. Me tooo! The only people

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Saturday, went to polytechnic to take a test and then attend a make-up lesson. Sian wake up at 8 am. Reach home at 2pm. Rest for awhile and went to buy a new handphone. Nokia 6600 as it is quite a good buy now as i bought at 530 dollars. Then reach home and find out that singapore hope of getting gold or silver medal has ended. Nevermind still got bronze medal opportunity. I think li jia wei

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Having fever for this past few days. I have decide not to close down this bloggie. Sick and heartbroken have landed me into a more weak situation. The only things left in me as energy is my anger and my desperation for excel. In addition, my classmates scold me as i am too arrogant, bad-tempered and sick. I only can tell them too bad. If they not happy, trash me up lah. Since from last semster,

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For those who visit my blog, thanks. Due to too much craps on blog, i planning to close down. In this few days, i battle myself but i have failed and defeated by myself instead of defeating myself. Motivation and determination cannot help me at all. My last opportunity has failed. Friends and those who care about me, no point helping me anymore. I am too tired and need a long rest from reality. I

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What is life? Have anyone think about it. I think is a process of learning how to live in this world from cradle to grave.However, human beings' bodies are weak and are vulnerable to injury and pain. Even our emotions and thoughts are critical in our life. What is most crucial is humans' spirit and determination. They are simply the strongest parts of humans on earth. The determination can made

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Never blog for a week due to problems and problems.................. I cannot solve even one. What the Hell.

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 My old own self disappear into another world.   I have no feeling sometime and i am lost in my world..Who can help me? No one except me. But i cannot give me myself a chance anymore. Time is running up. I am very tired to face the reality anymore. Life is so miserable with no dreams and spirit and motivation. I am so slack and i think this is the end of my damn life. Retributions are here

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Time to Play the GameTime to Play the GameTime to Play the Game It's all about the Game, before life can restYour failure is my successIt's all about control, we can make itI will deliver the pain, you can take itI'm in control, I am your painAfter this you won't be the sameThis is my time, I make the rulesYou mess with this and you'll die like a fool Pain...here comes the painPain...here comes

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Today is a new beginning of a chapter. But this chapter start with very bad beginning. I start to think about other things that took off my attention away from lesson..... I need to bury myself in my inner world again and repair what is neede to repair...... I burned my weekend in National Day parade and Ncc day parade on Saturday and sunday respectively. This coming saturday is our northland

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I am a officer of the national cadet corps. A great power in cadets' eye and it definitely come with great responsibility. A cadet lieutenant is a highest rank that a student acheive in Ncc. I went to the clt course and pass out as a clt as a gift from god....... A curse that i will left a lesson learn in me forever...... With Great Power as a leader or hero Come with Great Responsibility....

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Today is a very tiring day. Start at 8am for math practical and then tutorial. Follow up is the damn 5 hours breaks. Sian half. Went to bowl with my friend, kevin and ming feng in singapore polytechnic graduate guild. Did not perform well but my spinning are getting nicer and nicer as someone praise my spinning skill. It is being half year since i bowl already and my aim skill deteriorate with

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Due to the stupid NDP, once again i cannot go camp feast. What f**k is this....Now i also to begin to develop my bad temper back. This is because of stress and unhappiness build up. I am going to be a bad-tempered sadist. This is the pain i wanna to inject to other people for the suffering of me. I am damn pissed off with the damn world and declare i hate the world.... I am the Game ! I am

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Today went to lesson for only 2 hours. Start at 11 end at 2 inclusive of a 1 hour break. I went to polytechnic by my dad's car. From Yishun to Dover, it took me only 20 mins. So fast as my dad was driving fast. Reach there and none of my classmates were there. Boring.... Sit there alone like a fool. Look at all the newbies. I sat at the mac for 10 mins. Then my friends came. Go for mathematics

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Portugal lose the final to greece. Oh no! I lose $90 last night....What the heck....Never mind, just like donating to charity...By the way, today is the start of my 2nd year of my poly life. More modules and more requirements. Stress sia. I began to lose interest in life. I began to think about her whether she is alright.I lose myself in a death end. I cannot move nor proceed on for my life. I am

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This is what i do for my 2 month holiday.... 29 May-31 May Woodgrove Combined Camp 3 June-5 June NorthBrooks Camp 6 June Central Trainfire 9 June Nss Training 18 June Central Trainfire and 47th CLT pop 21 June-23June Nan Chian Camp 26 June NDP training in swiss cottage 30 June Syf Duties 1 July SAF & NCC DAY plus nss training... 3 July SYF

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Yesterday,went to the 47th cadet Lieutenant course passing-out-parade. It was quite grand but compared to our 46th. Ours was most grand with 200 pple pass out. Hooray, our provision period is finally over.... So fast, i have experience 1/2 yr as a clt liao... Yeah.... 46 CLT All the Way......

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How to make a Aloysius Ingredients: 5 parts intelligence 5 parts ambition 3 parts leadership Method:Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Top it off with a sprinkle of wisdom and enjoy! Username: Personality cocktailFrom Go-Quiz.com

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Well a very boring week.....Tuesday went to northland ncc training. This time round, i went with my civilan clothing and teach some of the part c mutuals. But i slack the most time... Play fifa 2004 Games every afternoon. Night watch some euro 2004. Today, i went to orchard with my friends. Go window shopping and then went to eat kfc.Die i going to be fat idiot. I need a new training shedule to

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A Blogspot is created to capture the training of Northbrooks Ncc. Tell how Northbrooks training and its unit is going on..... It is created by Clt Aloysius on 11 june 2004,1630hrs. Go support it. Thanks. Open to public. Go to take a look.

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Went down to Northland for training of part B ,part C and Guard of Honour(Part D). Slack first by work up with alot of differnt style of pumping. Then go train the guard of honour by emphasis on their arm drill, marching and stationary drill.

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Trainfire in central. To be updated soon.

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Just come back from camp. Northbrooks was quite fun and slack. Special Thank to the following personnel who help in the camp OIC/S1-Yeoh Yong Jie 2IC/S4-Aloysius Tan Discipline Master/Chief Pti-Soffian Alpha Platoon Commander/Medical officer-Wei Sheng Bravo Platoon Commander-Wee Zhi Cong Charlie Platoon Commander-Leslie Low First day, start administration and then start the ifc lesson

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Going to camp again. Hold a post of S4 and 2ic in the camp. This is my first time planning and execute the camp as a clt. I hope it will be successful like the woodgrove one.My CO allow mi to do nightwalk and campfire during camp. I will make sure the camp go smoothly and fun to the cadets. As the northbrooks had not being in camp for the past 2 year. Northbrooks camp, here i come! Who do like

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Yesterday, just came back from Woodgrove combined Camp(29 may-31 may). The camp was a success and credit go to all Clts who help out. The follow are the post in the camp: OIC: Wei Pin 2IC: Soffhian S1: Song Xi S3: Ulric S3: Chen Pang S3: Zhi Hao S3: Jia An S3: Benjamin S3: Aaron Joshua S3: Eng How S3: Ming Yao S4: Aloysius S4: Guo Xiang First day book in Camp at 7

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Tomorrow going to camp liao. I am helping up in the woodgrove, chirst church and northvista combined camp. I have been going down to woodgrove to check the stock and do some preparation in this 2 days. I hold the post of S4 oic and medic in the camp. At first i was assign to be pc but i prefer to be S4. This camp is huge as three school are partcipating in this camp. There are a total of 13 clts

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Finally i got the chance to blog again. I having being resting for the past few weeks. Reflecting what i am going through this past few years. It is a terrible but somehow sweet memories. Score well in prelin and got 8 position in whole sec 4 level. Resulting me going into first 3 month in jc and meet more friends. I meet one of my good buddies jeremy. Time flies and i had to separate with my jc

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Due to my spine injury, i am not able to concentrate my mind. The doctor say my nerve may be injure. That is absolutely hell for me. I cannot play for too long in a basketball match. Roar unfair. Bad things and setback return again. I will runover fate and screw the rules. I am the game....My spine maybe injury but training, i be able to comeback and raise a new level of expectation for me. Here

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Today i cannot concentrate my mind..... My memory and soul are trapped and lost. Damn it and my class further condemn me. I going to make a destruction on my class... They are next! I am going to screw the rules.....The destruction awaiting and a level of hell is coming...

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Sad.... I lost my most memorable mechanic pencil. Then i search the whole place for the pencil. I think i have lose it. Goodbye my pencil and hope ur new owner will appreciate u as much as i do. Then i went to the bookshop to buy a same mechanic pencil. However the memories of my lost pencil cannot be replace with my new pencil. Then, just now come back home, i was in bad mood and my brother

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Life is filled with unexpected incidents. One day, i might die or i may be down with illness. People should cherish their life. I watch the eye 2 yesterday. It is a show that a pregnant woman who commit suicide. That is a silly thing to kill urself for sake of fallen love. We should live for the sake of ourselves and our loved one. Even with no motivation, life still goes on as per normal. We

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About 1 week, never blog liao... My life is busy with Studies, NCC, computer games and girls.. Haha I begin to open up to know more friends especially pretty and kind girls. Must learn how to find and know more friends. I know find the new source of strength and motivation through NCC, family, girls and friends. 103KM Run, i put my name and end up i was not on the list. Sad. WHo say i cannot run

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Just come back from camp...... It was a very fun camp in northland secondary school. It started on 12/03/04,1530 and ended on 14/03/04,1130. It was a 3 days, 2 night camp for the sec 1,2 and 3. It was about 2 months since the return to northland ncc training. I went to this camp to learn how to run a camp. Also i help to conduct test for part A and part B. Well, the first day, i reach at 1500hr

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Today i feel very tired. At the same time, i am very stressed up with Applied electricity and electronics. I regret not paying attention in physic in secondary school. I now struggling with the circuit analysis and other components. I also get confused with my inorganic and organic chemistry. How to name and the isomers. With continous demoralisation, my motivation is hitting the bottom. I need a

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What a tiring day. Yesterday went to my friend chalet. I help them bbq the food for one and half hour. Since they are my friends and should serve them. Such a lousy chef, 10 hotdogs, 15 crabsticks and 4 chicken wings got burnt.... I quite paiseh to act like a chef to bbq for them but it comes from a good intention of me. Then reach home at 1 plus. Today training at northbrooks secondary school

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Long time no blogz liao..Cause i very busy. Many things happened during this period. I begin to grow up due to several setback encountered in the life.....I finally know how to cherish my life and enjoy life.... Talk about NCC, passion for it begin to increase. Cadet lieutenant is the best step to me especially many people say i cannot make it. In the end, i make it to prove them damn wrong. I

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Did not blogZ for about a week cause very busy lately due to a lot of assignments and tests that had either finished or coming up soon. So in polytechnic does not mean relax than Junior College. Compare the time spent in first 3 months in Yjc than in Sp, Yjc education system is much faster and detail than Sp education system. Although studying in Junior college is tedious than studying in

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Quite a happy day, finally finished I.O cHEMISTRY....Yeah I think can pass. Then went to takashimaya to buy birthday present for my friend and accompany my friend to buy valentine present for her girlfriend. I think he love her girlfriend very much as he picked the gift carefully and think about it.This shows he cherish her girlfriend alot.So romantic. Then later went to eat. Then went back

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Assholes man.................Yesterday Applied electricity and electronics test was damn hard. I think i will not do well or fail the test. I went to northbrooks training after test and forgot to bring ez-link. So walk there with my uniform. I wear my uniform to sp and many look at me. I like my uniform and i am proud of my rank..........Cadet Lieutenant....Yes Sir. After training went to eat

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Woo! Tml Applied electricity and electronics test, i hope i can pass or do well in the test. I afraid that i will fail because i always feel so demoralise by the environment. As a result, i hope the darkness era for me will be over soon. Today, i was suppose to bring friends around sp but they dragged to np....Sad. But i meet up my friends at Yishun to go shopping. So tired and reach home at 2

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Haha

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Quite a peaceful day today except being provoked by my group members and myself...I am a failure in practical report as i do not know how to draw the graph with excel. I was very selfish and sole to do my practical alone. I never tell my group member before hand. So selfish of me. I hate myself sometime. I am defeated by the environment. Luckily, i have three caring classmates/friends who

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Selmat Hari Raya Haji to my friends.........Yesterday, i went to marine bay to see new year display( Chun Dao ho pai) with my family. Reach there at around 9.30pm, went to see the display. so boring as usual... But the games and funfair were very exiciting. Especially the so called 'bugee jump' I wanted to try but the quence is too long. so i went to play other things. Then 11.30p.m, we left the

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Sian today is a even stress and angry day.I felt helpless and stupid when i do my practical. I do not know what and how to do. Stupid......Then CK help me and i understand only abit. But i am not a practical person, i think i cannot handle practical alone. After practical, went to play basketball. I play like an angry idiot. Wow a fool playing basketball,haha! I feel angry of myself as i am

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Today is a peaceful but stress day.CPPB is getting out of my hand and my mind..............It is getting more confusing and difficult for me to handle. I begin to lose interest in my studies......But today, my friends and i went to the newly open cafe in SP to have coffee and snacks after lessons. So comfortable in the cafe and enjoying the moment....What a heavenly enjoyment with my friends. At

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Wow i feel quite normal today.Due to i seldom miss her and begin to accept and face the reality. I know it is harsh...I know life have to continue in a new level of hell. I begin to slack in class and lose my memories of the past. Am i going nuts. If yes, i will recover by myself. I try to suit a new environment of my stand now. Hope to be normal and not so emotional again. I will not give my

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The past 3 days, i have being thinking about my life. Even in my sleep.....I have a total of 13 crush(girls that i like) in my present life. But none go steady with me. I agree that i am desperate for love but if there is no love, i will be corrupted with hatred..I hate the feeling where my heart is like shattered into pieces and it took me time to heal back. I miss them very much but they do not

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What boring day i have for today. Many relatives come to my house to visit us. I was woken up and told to wash up to entertain my guests. But after 2 hours later, i went to dreamland again.......ZZZZZZZZZZ... I was trying to sleep and take time to heal my damn painful wound....Who knows about that? No one knows about how i feel. I try to torture myself by bloating my stomach with food.Haha Guess

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Wow i have a most remarkable reunion dinner last night in my life. That was the most shocking moment, the glass table that my family having reunion dinner on, broke and all the food fall onto the floor. I look below the floor and i see shattered pieces of glass, a mass of destruction and bloody scene. Luckily, no serious injuries, only few cuts on my mother,uncle and grandpa's foot and the

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Well today is the first day of isolation in class. I act cool and try not to talk if necessary. Wow i feel happy at least i am not provoked by people.........But Anger still corrupt my inner world and hatred may cover my emotions anytime. Well i like to be happy but the whole damn world don't like me......But life have to carry on in my style. I wish all my friends happy lunar new year and enjoy

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Today i felt angry and pissed off when almost whole class show anger and condemn me one side. Since i hate them.......So angry and PISSED OFF. I really sad for being throw one side. I wish to isolate myself so i can concentrate my emotion and correct my behaviour.I felt lonely and being neglected by whole damn world. But life have to carry on and i am certain that i will be provoked and upset by

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Today, i woke up at 12 pm.Wow, so late.heehee.....I bath and ate my lunch. Then i went to clean and tidy up my room. A lot of things were needed to be done. First, i have to clean up my toys. I cleaned 35 wwe figures, a wwe ring and other asso. Then i move on to clean up my marvel hero toys. I took a long time washing my huge 'Hulk' toy. Then i arrange my trophies and certificates of acheivement

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Today, i was the overall in-charge for the Northbrook NCC training. First, i conducted pt for them which take me 20 mins to fall them in.Damn it. It was my first time conducting pt alone. It was the 5 basic exercise plus running. Almost half the company fall out during pt and prove to me that they really cannot make it for physical fitness. I will make sure they improve their physical fitness by

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Today, it was a short day in singapore polytechnic because i only have 3 1/2hrs of lesson. Then in the afternoon, i went to bugis with my brother,Alfonso to buy clothings for new year. I was planning to buy a "evolution" T-shirt but the T-shirt size is not available for me.Sad.....Instead, i bought 2 T-shirt which fit me perfectly and contrast with my new pair of jean. I also bought a cool-style

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The first day of entering in my diary, i am very sad due to emotion setback for the past weeks. I like the girl who is caring and mature in thinking.She got a caring and handsome boyfriend, so i wish her and her boyfriend all the happiness that they possibly can get.Since she like her boyfriend so much, i feel touch and feel happy for her. My feeling may dilute but it will never die for her.She

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Aloysius that is my name. I am a person who is anti-social but like to talk a lot.U can call me Aloy or ALLOY BUT PLEASE DUNT CALL MY CHINESE NAME.

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